Last year was a year full of change, full of hardships, full of beginnings, and full of ends. As the year came to a close, things started to hit me hard, from family, church, and friends. In the past year, I have definitely realized who my real friends are and who aren't. Who is there for me and who isn't. I finally realized that I didn't care anymore, but then it hit me. I should care. I should care for MY future. I think the hardest thing for me last year was dealing with who actually cared and loved me. Daily I felt that no one would ever understand where I was at and where I was going. But there was ONE person who knew exactly what I was dealing with and that was my Heavenly Father. He knew my hardships and my problems. Days went by and I was just reading my scriptures and doing Personal Progress and those were the days where Satan would get at me the hardest and would make me feel like a nobody. Days still go by where I have Satan in my life, and where I feel like the world is crashing down around me. Some people know what goes on, while others don't. Tweeting daily and pushing myself to be a better person. I have realized that I can change, but I can't change others. They have to change themselves.
This past week I made a deal to myself that I would be better at praying in the mornings and at night. Not watch Netflix, only listen to church music and church videos and I really saw a change in my attitude and my life. Yeah the people around me still were the same, but I had changed.
This was just the start to a great year. To start fresh, to start off right. I can't wait for this year. New things are happening, I made an appointment with my Bishop to start my mission papers. Things are great. I challenge you to make a difference. To #embark ye in the service of your God.
I thank those that are always there for me, who lift me up when I feel down, who comfort me in times of need and to my Heavenly Father in Heaven who is always there for me. And for my Savior Jesus Christ.
I love you guys!
Hannah
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Matthew 5:14 "Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hid." |
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